kek ke daging kisar?? xD

yesterday aku ingat nak wat kek yang spupu aku bagi resepi; kek batik. bahan2 sume da lengkap.

bahan2:

• marjerin (1 cawan)
• milo (1 cawan)
• susu pekat manis (1 cawan)
• telur (4 / 5 biji)
• air (1 cawan)
• biskut marie

cara2:

1. mula2 panaskan periuk. then masukkan secawan air
2. masukkan marjerin. kacau hingga cair
3. pukul telur hingga kembang. masukkan telur
4. masukkan susu pekat manis
5. masukkan milo. kacau hingga sebati
6. masukkan biskut marie (patah2kn dulu)
7. lepas sejuk, masuk lam fridge.

*api x terlalu besar supaya x hangus lak.

n then ngan neves nye aku wat la. sume step aku ikot. n then nampak, nape ketul2 ni?? aku msg sepupu aku. x rep lak da.. pastu masukkn lak biskut marie. pastu aku g hancur2kn die lam tu. hahaha! da siap tuh aku masukkn lam fridge. da lame2 baru sepupu aku rep msg. die cakap telur tu kacau dulu. baru aku engat yang aku terus pecahkan telur lam periuk. patutla berketul2. hak2.

kalau korang wat jadi, may ends up like this.



jangan macam aku. da jadi cam daging kisar! xpe2. first time maa~ heh2

Just stop it, could u?

guu. my life is so miserable lately. at school je lah. kot.

still about cik H. yg x hbes2.. ri tu jln ngan mem. then trserempak ngan cik H. die pndg xnak cm laen mcm lak an. aku pke maw bkar je muke die tu. yesterday I met cg kaunseling. aku ckp psl tduhan ckgu tu n hrap sgt sume ni dpt brakhir. die ckp sbnarnye rmai cg yg maw face-2-face ngan aku. I was like.. cik H ni internet brgrak ke ape.. klu diorang maw jmpe aku pun xpela. aku xtkut. sbb bkan aku yg salah dlm hal ni. cg2 yg dpt d ksan maybe cik H, cik A. else, dunno la. maybe baye2 diorang je la.

hurm. ini ke ckgu? sebar2kn 'kburukan' bdak? sume pun pkar gossip. xleh jdi contoh lgsung.. cik H sng la wat tduhan. yg ssh nye aku. aku yg huru hare. kdg2 aku nnges ble pke kn hal ni. but what to do., this is life. ade susah snang. kne la ikot flow nye kn.. *sigh

R u somekind of a teacher or a BITCH?

I was so pissed off with her. maybe korg egt aku yg rude skrg ni. but soz to say la, she's SUCK! die mmg lahh sorg yg agk kurg ajar. klu korg lam situasi aku pun msti korg akn rse bnde yg sme..

Last week, my boy's phone kne tgkp dgn cik H. d pulangkn keesokn harinye. last tuesday, aku kne pnggel ngan ckgu kaunseling. wanna know y? cik H ckp, de gmbr lucah aku dlm phone my boy. I was like.. shut up~! I sent only a pic of me wearing bju kurung! pnjg lebar la die tnye aku. mcm2 lahh. then aku tnye sme boy, lam phone die de gmbr lucah ke. die ckp de, but gmbr org len (which is len cte la. aku x amek kesah sgt).

keesokan harinye, a fren of mine tnye, "ko prnh anta gmbr lucah kt boy ke?". n I was like.. speechless! cik H cte kt dak2 laen psl 'keburukan' aku.

hurm. aku xthu la ko ni jnis ckgu yg mcm mne. ko mmg de hak ntuk rmpas fon bdak but ko xde hak ntuk bongkar fon org. da la tuduh aku bkn2, leh lak jatuhkn mruah aku dpn dak2 laen atas prkare yg slah. ptut ke? aku yg dpt mlu ko thu x? niat d hati ni tringin je nk tgking ko dpn2., tpi aku x la sebiadap itu. tp pe yg ko da wat kt aku mmg mlampau.

aku mnyesal prnah suke kt kau, sanjung kau sblum ni. aku engat ko mulie lahh sgt ngan muke ala2 ayu lahh konon tu. aku da mnyampah gle ngan ko. last words, SHE'S A JERK.

confused. is it ME or is it YOU?

aku xthu ape da jdi ngan kite..
kite dah x mcm dulu lgi
kte da kwn since form 1, smpai lah *skrang

sjak kau brsame 'die', ko da brubah.
but ko x prsan. e2 mslahnye skrang..
aku buat sume tu ntuk kbaikan ko
tpi ko bole ckp
"jgn sebok hal aku,
aku xde wat pape slah tpi npe korg asyk slhkn aku?"
sdgkn jlas2 ko mmg slah.
lgi ko kte, nk aku mnx maaf dgn ko.

I was like "smpai mti pun aku xkn mnx maaf dgn ko,
kcuali klu aku mmg btul2 brslah.."
e2 prinsip aku, so plz la phm.

ko pntingkn diri sndiri,
mcm xde hati n prasaan.
ko hnye pke pe yg ko rse,
tpi prasaan org len ko x kesah pun.
kau slalu nk mng,
tnpe brpke dgn lbih mndalam.
ape lgi yg ko nk skrg ni?

skrg ni aku sndiri pun xphm ngan situasi ni
M kte, ko tkut nk jmpe aku,
tkut aku jling ko
lgi ko tnye, aku da bncikn ko ke?
hurm.ntuk ape lgi ko tnye mcm tu,
sdgkn ko da bncikn aku?
knpe ko tkut nk jmpe aku sdgkn ko rse ko btul?

smpai skrg mseh bgini.,
xde tndkan yg d ambil..
klu d truskn mcm ni, aku pun x thn

lbih bek aku je yg brundur.

*those pics don't signifies anything for me now..

Sabah bha! :D

Friday, July 24 2009, I went to Sabah with my family. yes! I didn't go to school. hee. it's the second time I've been there. first time when I was..11 I guess. but pe yg mnydihkn, x g byk tmpat pun. ohh! how sad (T_T) I was expecting to go to hutan sumwhere ke, sumhow could see some orangutan kn. but wat can I see only orangbandar. guu~ we went there for 3days n 2nights. we stayed at Tunes Hotel (again) which located in 1 Borneo mall. xmaw cte byk!

Places we went :

• Pasar Seni Fillipina kot nmenye

mk nga fokus memilih keronsang.


rmai gle org sbnrnye. mklum la, brg murah :P


batu karang. spikey xD

• time mlm, blkg pasar seni transform jadi tmpt mkn! gle bsaw, tpi laut.
  

we ate some ikan bakar dat time.

• kaki Gunung Kinabalu

nice view of the peak




mse nk blik singgah dkt kdai dkt2 c2. breezy!

• Kolam air panas (xengat nme)
  

rmai org yg tgh mndi. aer pns dtg dri mte aer.


tngok la. mk yg smngat sgt. at last die yg trmngah2 xP die engat 500m tu dkt sgt.


bukit ape ntah nmenye. da dki smpai ats, but ble time nk nek jmbtn gntung je nmpak byk amt org so trun blik. sobs. 500m taw! xD

At last suda maw blik. but u know wat, otw nk g airport the tyre of the car we rent punctured! xD abg pun maw tkr la ngan tyar spare. then tyr spare pun bocor gak. huhh. sngal. then die ckp smue tyar yg ade time tu sume botak. gilak ka? xD time tu rent kete Kembara ke pe ntah.x engat. at last kwn kpd pmilik kete pun anta ktorg ke airport. slmt x jao!

we were figuring out wat 2 do :P (abg ipar) I took the picture from inside of the car so the car u see, is not the car we rent

airport Sandakan kot. lpe la! xD


airport Senai. amboi mkcik nk adee :P

Olympia College

July 7 2009, aku, dak2 klas 4A, 5A n 5B went to Olympia College, jb. motivasi lahh.. great 1 :)

Dr Raj have a lot of experience. he had been to 27 ( i guess) countries.

Holiday at Sarawak :D

July 4 2009, around 12pm, ktorang brtolak dr jb kt Senai Airport n arrived around 2pm in Kuching, Sarawak. I'd been flying beneath, through, n above clouds. it's my 2nd experience and I felt great :) the view was so eye-catching. unfortunately, I didn't take any photo of them :(

p.s : this is not our flight. just arrived :D

ktorang duk kt Tune Hotel (Air Asia pnye). hujan lebat la plak! we couldn't go anywhere :( after few hours, hujan pun reda cket. nk cte pnye detail, pnjg la plak. so, pndekkn je la, yea :D

this is our tourist guide :D



Uncle Chew; 56 years old. funny, friendly, likable :)

food there :

• laksa sarawak. the taste is indescribable xP

• roti telor. cm telor dadar je :P

• umai
• ayam pasoh ( d masak dlm buluh)

places we went :

• muzium sarawak

• pasar tamu @ Serikin. sempdn indonesia
  

• Tasik Biru; bkas lmbong emas kelas 1
  

• kek lapis dayang salhah
  

• can't remember. but it's all about self-made vases
  

• can't remember too. could see around Kuching up there
  

• pasar tamu. ikan masin

• statue of kucing (cat)

• on a sampan

July 5 2009, after the tiring day, we were ready to head for our flight back to JB. it was so sad to leave sarawak; especially uncle chew :( we reached at the Kuching airport around 6pm and flew on around 9pm. the flight took 2 hours. my brother fetched us at the airport.

oral suda. yeah! ^_^

pgi xdi, i had my oral test infront of the pentaksir. it was really creepy. yea, i tried my best. smlm bce n afal smpai kul 1 lbih. xdi just oke la. not so bad kot. mle2 trskat2 coz klu nervous, pe yg da engat pun leh lpe. hurm. but it ended finely i guess. hope mrkah x brpe nk trok la.

btw, me going to sarawak this saturday. yipee! :D

Hang-out time :D

June 29, aku, boy (hehe), cha (brserta adknye, boy n frens) g City Square. knonnye nk mraikan ri jdi cha la. mle2 agk ssh gak nk pjuk n ykenkn mk. but then, pjuk pnye pjuk, smpai la die nek bosan, bru la die bg kua. hehe. sukses! :D

we met at Jusco around 12pm. then g ngan bas lam kul 12 sumthing la. smpai around 1pm. then trpkse brpsah ngan cha coz boy die ssat lak (nek moto. btw, die bkn dak cni). ktorang msuk then trjumpe ngan (a guy). my boy talk talk la with him. then g food court, boy maw mkn. aku da mkn kt umah.

we bought our movie tickets; Transformers 2: Revenge of The Fallen. agk pnuh la gak. out of couple seat (rofl!!). it was a good movie la. i enjoyed it. funny, more action, scene2 sdih n 'aneh' :P x jmpe cha pun. die da blik dlu. diorg just g karaoke jep. trlpe n sje xnk amek gmbr wlupun nk. aiyaa.. well, the conclusion is; it was a date between me n boy la. rofl

n yea, I had so much fun :)

Happy Belated Birthday, boy-fren ;D

yea. Happy belated 17th Birthday, Luqman :D

not much 2 say. smoge pnjg umo n murah rzki ye. soz la xde hdiah. I gave u an mms, a pic of durian n i sang the "happy birthday" song but then u said ur fon have no mms. aiya xD btw, smoge hepi slalu n tabah lam mghdpi dugaan ye (korg x thu cte, diam je. hehe)

yay! new PINK stuff :D

rofl. my mom bought them for me. they maybe look like bundle stuff, but I LOVE THEM!
:D

Happy Birthday, my bestie! :D

27th of June, Siti Noraisyah bt Abdul Rashid was born. At the age of 13, we knew each other. n skrang da msuk 4 thun kte kwn, darl. die seorg yg funny, friendly, ske nynyi, kdg2 mnykitkn ati gak :P most of all, die caring n baek :) i love you soooo damn much, my best friend, cha. I wanna wish u the best Happy 16th Birthday. smoge ko pnjg umo, murah rzki,n smoge friendship kte brkkalan! n cpt2 la insaff ye. wahuhaa~

xoxo

My school gone WILD !

Dulu, tahun 2005, time bru msuk skola, everything's just fine at the school. cm skola baek la. mklum la skola bru kn..but now, 2009, mcm2 da aku dgr;

• curi nset ckgu
• curi ksut (converse)
• curi duet (aku pun pnah kne. almost every (certain) day die bongkar beg aku)
• gado (lbatkn org lua pun de)
• bohsia (yg pregnant pun de)
• mnum arak

n mybe de lgi yg len yg aku xthu.

The latest, ri tu kt kntin nmpk sorg dak bru (laki) ni cm pndg2 badi kt dak2 form 5. pe hal ntah ngan mte die tu. brpnyakit gak nye (oops!). then lpas nek rht, time ict. aku jln sorg nk g computer lab. otw, nmpak dak2 rmai SANGAT! I was wondering y. lam ati da pke, "ni msti psl dak xdi ni".n mmg btul pun. aku nmpak dak xdi da kne usung ngan bbrape org. pengsan la tu. ngan ckgu pun huru hare. plik aku mnengoknye xP

Soal pnye soal, bru la aku dpt thu. die kne pkul ngan dak2 form 5 (the reason is undefined), even die da pengsan, diorang msih pjak2 pale die. then lpas da usung smpai pjabat, dak tu bngun then nk g blik tmpt xdi. pehh! sngal btul. then dak2 laen pnggel die msuk pjabat. then pe jdi aku xthu la..

aku xthula jnis cmne lak gnerasi yg akn dtg. hurm

Happy Father's Day, Abah :)

B4 nk story pnjg lebar, this is some info about my dad.

• Yaacob b Mat Daud
• Pasir Mas, Kelantan
• April 01 1956
• Pensyarah @ UTM, Skudai
• pendiam, slightly funny, suke bwk ktorang g jln2, tnang

Yesterday, was Father's Day. ktorang x g mne2 pun. ktorang ngan abah mmg jrg bersame. cakap pun jrg. bygknlah, aku ni malu nk ckp ngan abah sndiri! smlm ktorang g Sutera Mall jep. shopping for groceries, n just for a walk. n that day abah ekot same. wlaupun se-simple tu, tp aku rse tu la ari yg best. engatkn nk bli sumthing ntuk abah tpi dunno wat n when he's around, it's not a surprise anymore la xP

Then he paid for them. JARANG SEKALI! huhu. costs around rm100 jep. mle2 dlu me, sis, n mom planning nk bwk 1 fmily including abah g restoran My Friends (some sort of 4 stars restaurant in Kempas ), at last we ended up at KFC je lorh :P engatkn nk mkn c2 tp abg de prob lak (left the car key in the car). so bgkus, mkn kt umah je lorh

da kt umah, ktorang mkn best2. walau bg korang ni cam bese bg korang, tp bgi ku; mmg SERONOK sgt :D

Last Holiday

Last cuti, aku x g mne pun. just balik kmpung aku kt kelantan jep - for sminggu lbih. it was ok la. dgn spupu2 aku yg gle, mmg sronok :)

• kak ayu
• munirah
• adam

u guys r so awesome :D

klu dri cni ke sne, amek mse lam 12jam. yea! mmg leh cramp bntot! lps kua dri kete je bru rse lega cket. 1st day, (x engat ri pe. khmis or rabu i guess) stay kt kmpung blah mk kt Machang. n the rest of the day, aku stay kt kmpung blah abh aku kt Pasir Mas. hehe. xde la.. kt kmpung Machang busan la. org tue jep. klu kt Pasir Mas, de la geng.

everything goes just fine. atok n nenek aku both sihat jep. cme atok aku a bit annoying la. hee. slame aku kt kmpung, aku xde g mne sgt pun. ktorang g KB (Kota Bharu) Mall for window-shopping. and ri len2, ktorang just duk kt umah jep.

almost everyday ktorang bli eskim kt kdai sblah. twice or thrice a day smpai kn aku dmam n selsema. hehe. then ktorang g kdai runcit (jao cket) ekot jln kmpung. ktorang sesat nk trmsuk lam htn tpi smpai gak. mmg memnatkn tp besh!

ktorang slalu lpk kt lua, tgk jln rye kt dpn umah yg slalu je bz smbel borak2. and ble mlm tbe, ktorang slalu borak2 sblum tdo. ktorang ske ngrut. we acted like lesbo. haha. ble da kul > 12, bru la ktorang tdo. hee.

on the last day, it was so sad to leave them. they said " nok kelek doh la demo ni.." or in malay means da nk balik da diorg ni. ktorang packing2 and bersalam2an. then balik ngan akk n hubby with their baby. ktorang brtolak kul 1 lbih, so smpai pun lam kul 1 lbih la. 2 ari lps tu da start skola. aih, busan btul (-.-)

She's gone :(

May 31, around 9pm, I still remember the night before it's death. I was outside playing with the kittens. It was breezy cold. The kittens meows loudly, begging to let them out of the cage; just like usual. I fed their mom and let them out to play. There's only 2 kittens was born by Alien (the name of the cat; it is because it came to our house and we took it as our pet). 1 of them is playful and active while the other 1 is quite, love to be alone, but yet friendly. I didn't give them names yet so I'll assume the playful 1 as Black, and the quiet 1 as Stripey.

Black is like always, she ran out of the cage and don't know where to begin. It was like "I'm outside and.. what am I going to do??". She played with her mom, scratching the newspapers, tried to climb up my shirt etc. While Stripey slowly went out of the cage and walk slowly under the car. She loves to be in the dark. Then I took Stripey and let her sleep on my lap. It was easy for her to sleep compared to Black. She kept on looking around, looking at me and.. ohh.. it's so hard for her to shut her eyes and go to sleep (-_-) I could see Stripey breath so hard.., harder compared to Black. Then I've been thinking.

Does she have a lung problem? Will she survive until she's old enough to have kittens? I can't think much. What is better than warm balls of purring fur sleeping on my lap?

That night was so sweet. The breezy air comforted me finely. I would really love to sleep outside with them but I know it's impossible. It was so nice to just relax and look high up at the sky. It is so hard to find stars these days. I looked at the time on my mobile phone. It's getting late. Then I look at the kittens; they slept cozily on my lap. It's making me feel so hard to let them go and put them in the cage again; but I have to. I slowly lifted them and put them in the cage. They awoke; But then they fell asleep again. I left both of them in the cage and get into my house.

June 1, around 10am, I woke up from my sleep. I had my breakfast and watched the tv. After a few hours, I went out to take a look at the kittens. Black kept on meowing; she wants to get out of the cage, but Stripey just laid down on the cardboard. She seemed to breath so hard. Then I saw her 'crawling'. It's not even crawling; she can't move her feet. Then I open the cage door and I lifted Stripey onto my hand. I observed her. She seemed to be a bit flat. I told her to be strong-minded.

"Please, dear. You could take it. You could survive. Please.."

That's what I've been saying to her.


I looked at her for a long time. She seemed like there's no more hope to survive. I cried for several times. Sometimes she cried so hard that made me feel so.. uhh. I can't bear my tears. I don't even know what is actually happening to Stripey. I stared at her for several times. Black and Alien acted like usual. They didn't know anything. They're just cats; they don't have hearts nor feelings (I guess so).

On the evening, I took a look at the kittens again. Stripey is in the same condition. I prayed for her recovery and healthiness. I cried again that time. After that, I left them. I kept on thinking about them. Later that day, I've found that Stripey left me forever. She seemed to be stonned and not moving anymore. When I lifted her, she still in the same position. She's not breathing anymore. I admired her. My feeling was trully shattered.

I dug a hole beside my house. I buried her by myself. It was the old grave of another cat before. After all done, I mourned her for some time. It was so sad to lost a cute, friendly cat like Stripey.

Every time I remember about Stripey, I'll cry so hard.

Hope you're just fine there; even you're just a kitten.

Happy Birthday, my old bestie! :D

Aishah bt Abdul Ghani. She was born on May 30 1993 (which means today). I knew her since I was 10. We were best friends. I knew her as a person who is calm, soft, polite, smart, friendly and respectful. After we gone 13, we're not together anymore. We're studying in different schools. But she's still in my mind. We met for several times. Not seldomly. As a friend, she means alot to me. And today, May 30 2009, you have reached 16, dear.I want to wish you HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY! May your wishes come true and may god bless you. And hopefully our relationship lasts forever :)

Akim AF7 d Pulai Flora :)

May 29, Pulai Flora - umah Akim, di mana Trek Selebriti - Jimmy Shanley n Yazid dtg. that day aku xthu pape pun. ri jumaat, last pekse so blik lmbat cket (lpak2). balik2 je da ltih so tdo la. da bngun lam kul 5 lbih, tbe2 je adek ngan mk bseng2. aku xthu pape pun. then mk aku suro bersiap. aku pun bersiap la coz engatkan nk g jln. aku tnye "nk g mne? nk g mne??" diorang wat dunno je. bseng2 jep. pehh.. da lam kete pun bseng2 je. adek aku lak mggedik je (heh). at last diorang gtaw yg trek selebriti dtg umah akim kt pulai flora. bknla ktorang nk mnyemak.., adek si akim tu anak murid mk aku, adek die pun slalu cte psl abg die tu. jiran si akim lak kwn mk aku. tu la yg tahu mnahu tu. kwn mk aku ni call sjak kul 4 lgi tp mk aku xde, g rpair kete. fon lak x bawak. sbb tu ktorang huru hare jep. lak tu leh ssat jap. trlpas la pluang nk tgk jimmy. umah die leh tahan bsar la gak. time ktorang dtg je, parents die smbut mesra. then nmpak akim nga men gitar n nynyi dpn bbrape org pminat. gurls je la. it was like, so unbelievable! he wore striped shirt with jeans. nsem sngguh! huhu. putih n tnggi. sore pun mrdu.

akim is singing while playing with his guitar :)

then ktorang amek gmbr cket. parents diorang jmput mkn. so ktorang pun mkn la. lontong n puding. it was so nice of them to treat us nicely; even though their son is a singer :) lpas tu yg len2 da blik. tggal ktorang je. ktorang brgambar la ngan die. tpi adk aku ni sngal la. amek gmbr x lawa, blurred! owh, i hate you >.< i'll upload the picture later, k.

this is akim with my mom :)

da nk blik je, ktorang brsalam2an. hehe. it's a great experience la to come over a singer's house :)